Heh (Sat. Oct. 2, 2010)

There's an indescribable pain in my chest. It's centered at my solar plexus. It's not really physical.. Or I don't think. It feels like an emotional squeeze. A sudden wave of depression that brings pain and makes me want to cry, but I can't even get my eyes to water. Somehow I think if I cry the pain will go away. I know what I want that would probably make me cry.. I can't really expect that though and can't say it would really make me feel better. Running away seems like a good idea too. There's something I'm supposed to write and I suppose I should do that.. I'm not sure what to make it now though.. Baka.. Gomenasai.